11.03.2008

STUDENT.

Being a student is like...
I cannot even begin to tell you what I think being a student is like. I've missed so many days of school lately, like...for no reason. No reason at all. The point of missing school wasn't because I didn't WANT to go to school. I just didn't feel motivated to wake up that early i the morning and go. I hate the people at school. I hate teachers, homework, just all the foulness of the people who reside at this idiotic place. I don't know why I feel this way. I just do. I really want to just go to college. Seriously...


Today I finally heard it all. People are ALWAYS looking for drama. Why are people so addicted to dramatics? It almost disgusts me that people TALK about things that they just conceive from their incompetant brains and run with it like they seen it in a history book or something. The whole i got a new best friend thing, the whole Rachel thing, all of it...I really could care less. Obviously this whole situation means that either someone I trust is going behind my back and running thier mouth, or someone doesn't know the story in it's entirety. I don't care. Just shut the fuck up about me. You really don't know me. There's a few people I can honestly narrow it down to, and it sucks, but I have almost come to realize that friends are a bunch of bullshit. Even the ones you thought were the farthest from betraying you....

Just to throw it in there, I havn't been to school for like a wweek. I come back and even before my first class, I hear it...
Wow.

I'm sorry that miscontruities about Audrey Thompson rule your entire universe and old your existance.
Please stop because you just lost a friend. Everyone who could even be miraculously involved are out of my book.

Bye faggots.

4 comments.:

secret love notes said...

I haven't heard anything about what going on that I'm apparantly a part of? Fill me in?

Jessica Nichole;; [RIP JMD] said...

Omg, am I going to have to cuss someone out? lol

people @ north are getting so much on my nerves lately it is UNREAL!!!!

&& The bad thing is its not just the younger classmen!

but girl, forget them. They are just HATERS! you should be able to have whoever you want to be yourbest friend. They need to just get over dumb shit, && get on with their pathetic lives.

Rachel is a great person && you guys should be bestfriends, no matter what any loser says!

=]
love you audrey!

Mara said...

I cant believe youve missed that much of school. Like a straight week? Girl, I know its easier said than done, but you cannot and I mean CANNOT let people bring you down. You have to put all that petty shit aside when it comes to education. Its no fuckn joke! besides it HIGH SCHOOL when all is said and done in a few yrs no one will remember who was best friends with who or what cute guy dated who...nonnnee of that will matter. i swear if I could do my high school expierence over again i would try so much harder instead of giving up like i did and barely making it through. but is not too late for you baby girl, you can do this and U WILL DO THIS. and never forget u always have me :)

Mara said...

First of all, maybe I dont know the extent of whats going on with you & your friends but I am willing to listen. You where the one blowing up at me! and then basically told me 'fuck you' and bounced offline. Like i said in my letter-a slap in the face. But its cool. And as far as Myspace goes, haveing your name at the end of the list had nothing to do with the recent events. I do have a good bit of online friends and i never put stuff in alphabetical order. If it makes you any happier ill gladly move it to the beginning of the list. If you didnt notice my own boyfriend's name is at the end of the list as well....