DISCOURAGED.

I got my check stub last night.

and I was pissed after seeing it.
I mean, I know that I took days off & stuff to go out of town, but dannng.
I don't understand. Why does things like this have to happen to me?

I can't buy Jessica the present I wanted to get her for Christmas. She gets everything she wants. I don't know.

It makes me angry. I try to do nice things and it never works out.

Fuck.