PEOPLE CHANGE.

There's always a person who you secretly wish you had that same relationship with as when you first met. I first met this person under misled circumstances. I misled them, not vice versa. I never thought that where I led him would become uncovered and would change everything.

It happened, though. I misled a lot of people. But THIS person, meant a whole lot to me.

I still talk to this person. How did this person forgive me for what I had done? I really don't know, but they did. I am very thankful for that, but I wish things were the way they were before. It's kind of like having only half of a person. It feels weird, and I often think about the times we used to share on the phone, crackin jokes, ect. I know it can never be the same so I'm not sure why I'm even writing this...

All I know is that I really appreciate this person. I wish they understood. It's hard to just keep it the way it is, but I would rather have them in my life this way than no way at all.